I really wish...

...I could just up and run away some days. Just leave. Tell no one. Just grab the cats and go to some place unfamiliar. Where no one knows my name. I almost yearn for it sometimes. But then again, this is really just a dream for escaping my life. I have my bad days, today is Now one of them, but it didn't start that way.

My day started fine. Then a complication presented itself. Now I am frustrated, angry, hurt, and frankly fucking exhausted. I want to be done with this shit!

I want to run away, be gone, from everyone. Perhaps, not forever, but I need a vacation from my life. I just so long to be content and happy. I want it so bad and wish and pray for it so much, I think God is making me earn my happiness. I'm earning it by walking through a purgatory that seems never ending. I can only pray that the end of the path will be everything that it has been promised.

This fucking sucks.

Tomorrow is another day