a wasted afternoon

i'm sitting here in the living room, because beau is taking a nap in my room. we were supposed to be taking a nap together, however, i was worried i'd get more tired. i'm irritated because i have to work in less than an hour. why are we even open?? my store doesn't get business anyway really, especially my department. who is honestly going to come out and buy a mattress set in this weather?? i'm going to be so bored. i hate days like this. the snow makes it almost impossible to get anything done. and the fact that i work at 2pm till close takes a large chunk of my day away. lame. i had yesterday off, which was nice. i was able to clean the kitchen and living room before my dad came home. i'm glad he's home :) he is still in a lot of pain and we have no answers as to when or even how he will recover from this if at all. but i try to remain optimistic. i keep reminding myself that God has a plan and i need to trust Him completely. last night was really fun. went to christi and lauren's for lauren's belated birthday dinner. lots of laughs and fun :) i wish i could things like that more often. just have a night out or in with the girls. i really want to build up my friendships with the ladies in my life. i've never really had close girl friends that have lasted for an extended period of time. people always move away or we just lose touch. i need to make more of an effort. well beau's computer is about to die and i need to get ready for work. again, lame.